boo!

been coming online, but never update.
nothing much, dont know what to say also.

things are so monotonous.
school, training, homework, sleep.
everyday also the same.
dont even have the time to watch
Spiderman! Meangirls! Windstruck!
and my shrek2!
or go out. or just to have lunch.

hah. many things have to be put on hold.
people i cant meet, things i cant do.
okay, sacrifice is essential. (:

its all happening in 2weeks time.
thanks to everyone whos been comforting.
hmm, bryan, papayaboy, etc. (:
and papayaboy's tips too!
hah. i think she's just so Bang.
so smart, so strong, so cute
and! so nice somemore. hehhh.
haha. what if papayaboy reads this? Heh.
she wont know who she is, anyway. (?!)

ooh, nats means more eyecandy for me.
aiya, thats beside the pt.
i shall nickname my tms eyecandy!
heh. how ke ai la. -winks.
when lei saw her, she thought she was cute too!
yay.
eh, she thought papayaboy wasnt cute. ):

i think the kallang river makes a person,
vulgar etc.
hah.
so much bangings here and there and
exchange of crude words and facial expressions.
Hahh.

to think my fate lies within two weeks.
=|
wo xing de! (:

study wise,
thanks to countdowns,
it's 50+ days to prelims.
so near, yet so far.
aiya. sigh.
that means intensive mugging sessions!
so much to study, so little time. =|

and i'm trying to do my homework daily now.
thats like so, erm.
but yeah. havent dont homework for a long time!
its good to start. hahhh.
and revisions too. (:
i feel happy buying assessment books.
they invite me to study.
haha. (:

and i realise,
nobody's perfect.
we just have to look pass the flaws,
and theres always a good side to a person.

i regret many things i say/did/reacted last time.
sighh.
i hate myself. Yay. (:

aiya,
whats wrong with some ppl.
nvm, theres a good side to everyone.
(:

anw, i think i'm a pretty lucky person.
hardly sad, always laughing.
like nth can get me down. (:

spent not as much time with church ppl nowadays.
other than lei.
i miss those times we'd meet Everyday k.
and the monday runs.
and the fun we'd have tgt.
and the craziness. Hahh.
nvm, nike realrun wif them! (:
Hehhh.

i feel that,
Something's missing.
Something which i think,
used to be in me,
but now, i'm trying to get it back..
the feeling. Yeah. =|

and to the ppl who doodled, left comments!

benni//* its hard not to fail myself with the things i do constantly. Haha. but anyway, you take care too. Have fun in Ngeeann! (: and yes, He will always be my friend! Heh. (:
durexgirl//* hah. havent talked to you much recently. you take care too alright? -hugs.
sylvester//* thanks. (: i guess some thigns are really meant to be.
pris//* heyy! thanks for everything. yep. God will make a way, when there seems to be no way. He works in ways we cannot see, he will make a way for me. (:
beck//* Boo! thanks for cutting my hair. heh. (: anw, we're so bitchy. i love our recess hangout place. you're so stupid to kok ur head and scrape ur knee!
mel//* oh. its so er. scary i think. same name, birthdate, class, school. HAH.

How Come.. we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
and I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more